It sometimes occurred to me as obscene that we did this. Or that I did this, that I thought this. I couldn’t speak for everyone else. It seemed like waste was the new hot commodity here. To create waste, that is. Like, what has value these days? What, really? What is valuable but a mythological past, itself surrounded by a corporate present? What has value? What is worth contributing to? Nothing, one disgruntled critic might say. Nada.
But ourselves. And if one could be themselves for just those crucial moments that that
them sold or caught on to
just enough eyes. That would be the dream, to sell exactly what you are to a group that want what you have: you. It’s the biggest smack in the face to those who say, “Hey moaners and groaners alone, you needn’t do that, come, join me, flog products for minimum wage, or join some cult that sells vacuum cleaners or broadcast that SARS is back with a vengeance at supper time,” but ah, then the maniac on the line gets cut off, cut off by archetypal protagonist under consideration, who says, “Please, good sir, pardon me, but I’ve produced something more important than your nonsensical beeswax. I showed people that it could be fun to think again.”
“Thinking? What fun is thinking?” Mr. Phone Line Chastisement was probably thinking. But the conniving dagger-dodger is eternally incorrect. Thinking will save us all, i think. I don’t think thinking will be our great undoing.
But I do think that it is easy, sometimes even desirable, not to think. That was something I mentioned in the very first blog. Or at least I separated those two partitions of the human mind, the one that finds bliss in empathetically accommodating various mind-frames, and one that is merely glad to be.
I think it can be fun to think. Thing is, it can also suck. There are so many available thoughts, so many troubling thoughts, so many distracting thoughts.
What do I think about? The inventory, the contents of this page? I guess if this crud were all I thought about, I would hardly be worth my salt. I want to be worth my salt, to be sure. And this page, while not necessarily providing valid and robust saline statistics, at least extends a desire, to chat about things whether or not those things chatted about are completely worthy of merit. To back up fellow Canadian
Douglas Coupland, these blog-like wisps contain traces of storytelling, and they encourage it. Storytelling is one of the most important things there is; we must never lose sight of that, for fear of losing the majority of the value of our internal salt!!!!